almost.. (holiday version)

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i almost finished writing this blog when the clock is almost 10 pm.. i almost write a lot about this holiday but i couldnt because i almost dont know why..
i almost went to my grandma's house at kedah on 9th dec,so i almost went to pini's house because she almost invited me to her brother's wedding..but it didnt happen because my relative are coming to my house..
my house was almost full because almost of my relative were at my house..hence i almost went out akmost everyday to kl to find almost some piece of my mind...
i almost write this almost blog for almost 1 hour because i almost out of idea to write about my holiday which is almost one week...so thanx to the readers who almost finish reading this blog and i almost feel sorry for you guys for almost wasting ur almost precious time reading this almost contain nothing useful..till almost then,i hope u guys having almost a perfect holiday and if u almost read this at kms..i hope u guys have almost finished ur homework because i will never almost finished mine.. haha..

i hope u enjoy reading this..um maybe almost.. +__+

Opi's The Flavour Of the Week

<<<> its the all american hi fi... catchy song, flavour of the weak..check it out..




how should i start.. i was sleeping last saturday 10 p.m if im not mistaken..the wind blew through the window...
the atmosphere was perfect to feel great that night...until the clock's needle reached 12 o clock...
the nightmare...the atmosphere changed...

my friends in my room were all set to watch the 'Alexandria' vcd..there were 8 of us..
felix had lock the front door hoping nobody would distract us enjoying the vcd..ahmad closed the backdoor but he forgot to lock it...
it was a big mistake... Just before mad can sit in his place..the back door suddenly opened!
in the dark surrounding( becaus we swicth off the light aswell) the short,big tummy creature appears..we know that,that night wasnt going the it was planned..

opi ( not his real name ) ORDERed us to switch on the light (maybe he was afraid of the dark), he was so jealous to see us watching vcd... he made a fierce face ( klo jadi aa).. he asked us for the vcd.. the frightened paralyzed by his glare, mad gave him the cds..and he left..

now,the problem are.. its saturday.. then we didnt make any noise... then its an original vcds.. lastly.. it doesnt break the college rule...
so u decide, be the judge of this creepy haunted story.. who is guilty?

P:s >> my gurl type a?? um i think... umm... she is... ** bzzz** arghh what happened?? **bzzz** signal down!! ............ access denied .... hehehe

~ JusT The GirL ~

its hard to find the girl that really fits you..bcoz theres a lot of bad type gurl kui2..so guys,beware aa heh

HARD DISK GIRLS:she remembers everything, FOREVER
RAM GIRLS:she forget about you, the moment turn her off
WINDOW GIRLS:everyone know that she can't do a thing right, but no one can live without her.
SCREENSAVER GIRLS:She is good for nothing but at least she is fun
INTERNET GIRLS:Difficult to access
SERVER GIRLS:Always busy when you need her.
MULTIMEDIA GIRLS:She make horrible thing look beautiful
CD-ROM GIRLS:She is always faster and faster.
EMAIL GIRLS:Every ten things she says, eight are nonsense .
VIRUS GIRLS:Also known as "wife'' when you are not expecting her, she comes, installs herself and uses all your resources. If you try to uninstall her you will lose something, if don't try to uninstall her you will lose everything...haha

the DaY U WeNT AwAY

i dont know why this is happening to me.. i always take good care of her.. i always take her by my side..even when i go to sleep, i always make sure that she is on my side..i love her so much..why did she left??...
maybe because of that day,it all changed and i didnt realise it coming...it happened accidentally.. i didnt mean to be cruel 2 her... i know she's fragile.. but it was an accident!! she was my only hope when im lost in time... she used to tell me what to do..she help me plan my life.. but now,she's gone..this morning.. she left without saying goodbye..

cant u guys feel what i feel?.. when u lost the important and precious?..
please,give me the strength to endure this.. please dad.. buy me a new watch.. :p

P/s.. raya is just around the corner, control your spending and dont be a big spender..haha.. to all readers,forgive me if i did something that offended u..

** SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI **

failure's not flattering

like always,everyone is waiting for their results from the previous exam.. scary and creepy huh..
the exam was tough and although people expect us to be the selected smart student..

i heard that our batch result is the worst in history..its not good but at least we in the history haha kidding..frankly,i feel bad about the result,i mean,its a shame that selected student instead of suprising people with superduper result,we done it badly..maybe we just not yet serious..i believe we will all improve and make a suprise..

but not everyone done badly,just a half of us i guess..forget the marks,the highest score..the only thing matter is how much we comprehend and understand what we've learnt..everyone,can you guys help me improve??

--- all meSsed Up ---

aumm... i dont really have the mood today..seems like evrything i do not satisfy me..urgh..dont know y..mybe i haven't jamm 4 a long tyme..hehe.. i hope after the election, the new mpp's will build a jamm studio in kms... n they wont make the rules even tighter..whatever rule they make,i just follow my own rule duhh hehe..

umm...ramadhan is just around the corner..its fasting month and im really in exited state..well becoz i can save money and collect more pahala..whats pahala in english huh?anti sin eh? or inverse sin?hehe..but it kinda sad that i cannot break the fast wif my family...and i miss kurma 2..kui2..

so much thing i cant wait..i cant wait 4 the exam to end..bcoz i want to jamm!! hehe owez talk about jamming...what can i say,thats the thing dat owez on my mind ahaks...and i dont yet revise for this exam..aiyaa...this isnt good..

motivation proclamation

Ive watched Good Charlotte's concert during the holiday after spm.. its fun and rockin yeah.. until one part of the concert,they stopped performing for a while and talked to the crowd..they talking about what they experience all the way b4 they establish to b a popular great band..what was the thing that they talked about huh?i cant remember..hehe but theres one phrase that makes me realise..

benji said," yeah,i just wanna tell u guys, that if ure in music or anything, never let people tell u that u cant do it or u wont go anywhere..some people say that we wont leave washington dc but we're here! in London, with u guys tonight! " and the crowd cheers out loud! then they performed a song entitled, Lifestyle of the riches and famous!! (did u notice,ive wrote a blog with respect to this song,heh)

so,what can i say about what they say,in the concert they tell us the story b4 they bcome a band,they dont even have a guitar,and they only 16..one day,they ask their mom for a guitar (fyi,benji and joel who are the vocalist of this band and the founder of this band are actually twins!).. and they have it..
so they practice all the time,and wish to create a band.. from their story.they went through many obstacles and challenges,theres a time where this band didnt took bath for a week! just to go to the audition..they work hard,and they sacrifice..all their effort is just to reach their dream..and one thing i learnt,freedom needs sacrifice...

some friends might say that,we wont go anywhere no matter how we try,and they talk..
but who cares what they talk,or what they thought or what they trying to do, we just do our best and perform our best and,and prove to them,and lastly, theyll shut the hell up..

my band

my band doing concert yeoahh..===>


10 minutes passes but the idea still hiding somewhere behind my brain..hey2 please come out lohh...

(another 10 minutes later)

thank god..heres the story..its tuesday and we supposed to be free because the alevel teachers were not around as they went for a course..(we know that) but.. ahh...'they' spoiled my plan..(u know how).. but..(so much but hehe)were free on the evening..then i suggestd to my friend( my band ahaks) "lets jamm!!" they hesitated for a while bcause the sky was dark that day... but i insist..and they say "what the ffffuuu....nction..?! hehe okay,lets get ready and go rock ouu!!" well thats what they said..

it was 3 pm.. we took the taxi and went to t1(the studio is near the t1).. we arrived..so excited and bold...my finger can wait to touch the guitar.. we gather in front of the studio for a while(about 5 min)..and went in..

fortunately( dissapointed intonation,based from what mss lee taught,what does it mean?hehe) the studio is closed for every tuesday bcause they have music class..

really frustrated...why kms dont build one o 2 studios here?? open daily 24/7... it sure fun for everyone...especialy my band ahaks

pretty in punk

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters But we never stood a chance And I'm not sure if it mattersIf you are the shores, I am the waves begging for big moons I’m mailing letters to addresses in a ghost town.This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters But it must be said again that all us boys are just screaming Into microphones for attention Because we're just so bored We never knew that you would pick it apart, ohI'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts I know this hurts, it was meant to (it was meant to)our secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one And it's mind over you don't, don't matter I used to obsess over living.From day one I talked about getting out but not forgetting about how my worst fears are letting out.Now i said why put a new address On the same old loneliness When breathing just passes the time.Until we all just get old and die.Now talking's just a waste of breath and living's just a waste of death.

well this is a part of a song by fall out boy..their songs is kinda fun and cool..if tou want to liste to their songs,just go to song2play.com and search for this band..hehe promote plak..

actually,i share a story bout me and my friends where we got so bored during the weekend and have no mood to do any homework..so got out to town..(kat town a..hehe) and search for a jamming studio..and weve found one..its not really good..the sound system is a teribble..i play as a bassist,acap o dream as a guitarist,amad wave and mie chip as ryhtm and lead guitarist...we play muse's song,time is running out..plus other songs, redline,xpdc song (i forgot the title) and so on..ahaks.. damn i really wish i had a chance to play sum 41's songs and ill be the vocalist..although i dont know how to sing,i dont care..i just want to scream put loud hehe but..th the problem is.. did anybody know the tabs?? hehe

wondering

hmphh... suddenly i have no idea to write..last night i have planned what i want to say today,but somehow,
after taking the chem test just now...my mind is blank... thanks to the paper.. huh

so,i decided to tell you a little bit about me...before i go home,tomorrow...who will wxpect if i ll die within this one week...at least you know something about me,my family and who i am...no,no you're wrong.. im not spiderman...haha

okay,im the third of four... so,does this clue give any picture of who i am?..no...please dont think that im a superman this time..haha.. umm,i have many hobbies,it changing... as people and my surrounding changes,ill change too... when i was a kid, i like to hang outside the house,ill try to find any excuse so that my mom let me out... then,i like to draw,because im infleunced by a comic book titled, Dragon Ball... haha does it familiar to you?oh please, im not goku this time,nor bezita..hehe

so,as i grow, ive been exposed to music..( useful info: im more like a skema boy when i was young) because i like to play outside,i dont have time to listen to radio,or music...funny isnt it.. well thats my past..
since in form 2, until now.. music is something i cannot live without... i listen to various genre of music.. from rock kapak,evergreen.. until punk,metal, trash,indie bla3...from all of this kind of songs, i love punk rock music...its cool...the music,combines with the lyrics...the lyrics is always like telling a story and criticising somebody, something... example,the song by Good Charlotte like lifestyle of the rich and famous... Boys and Girl.. etc. and the music is fun! i mean, they are creative about arranging the music,tempo.. from the drummers,lead guitar,bassist...most of their songs,can suits my ears..

here's the list of my favouite band.. Sum41,Good Charlotte,Fallout Boy, New Found Glory, Matchbook romance, Blink 182, Third eye blind, All american rejects.. some of this band is not punk rock band, but their songs are fantastic,boombastic,realistic, ....tic,...tic,and ....tic.haha

I could walk this fine line between elation and success,but we all know which way I'm going to strike the stake between my chest.So, "You have to prove yourself". You'll have to prove it to me.So now you're waiting up for him... You're wasting time every time Whoa,I can't wake up to these reminders of who I am:A failure at everything... 18 going on extinct.I know my place it's nowhere you should roam.So now you're waiting up for him... Still wasting time, yeah, every time Whoa, I can't do it by myself. You have to prove it! Thats what myself shout..

Lifestyle of the rich and famous

Guess what im going to talk about today...jeng jeng jeng.. bingo! its about the life of the rich and famous..who else? the celebrities... politician... but ill focus more to the celebrities..i guess that you already know what is the main problem of the celebrities right?.. yup.. they always think that they are the superior..like i read in arcticles or magazine... some people complaining that this 'superstar' always neglecting the schedule (for their job of course), scolding people, simply say, they do whatever they want witout considering other people feelings..

One thing that make me wonder is,why rich people will put themselves with clubbing,wear sexy cloth.. it s for publicity or its a trend of these rich and famous?Should we, or could we as a human with dignity and well made brain do such thing like that... maybe not today.. think about the future where we'll have good job, high paid salary, big house, all of BMW 3 , 5 and 7 series.. will we end up on the way where most rich and famous people attempted?

where are we right now? what are the main mission in our lives? it is to collect as much money as we can without considering it is halal or haram? No.. in life, we need a border, because our desire is never had an end... we need to hold our own desire with this border.. the law of halal and haram...

then for this kind of people who searching money to enjoy just among themselves,and making a lot of collection of sins.. i'd like to see they spend a week, living life out on the street, i dont think they would survived,if they could spend a day or two walking in someone elses shoes,i think they will stumble and they'll fall...lifestyle of the rich and famous,they always complaining..if money is such a problem,well they got mansion,i think we should rob them.. because we need money too..haha

pain for pleasure

urghh...so many works to be done these days.. physics, chemistry, math .. english?..err..hehe umm..last sunday,i mean yesterday..i went to my pakngah's house at senawang..then my relative offering me to be her agent..she is running a bussiness about..umm i dont know how to describe it..but it has to do with photoststing books,binding,laminating,designing cloth,making stamp,or simply say,office work and designing laa..hehe the offer is great,i can make extra money as i'll earn some commission..but im afraid i couldnt manage to handle both work,my studies and this bussiness..but the offer is about money,so what do you think i should do? of course im accepting it..haha then my days will be much harder than before...but i wish i can score good grades although my responsiblity had added...

it will be a little pain for a while...until i graduate,insyaAllah...theres a lot of benifite thoug, i can learn about bussiness and communicating with customer etc.. i hope iwill succeed doing both work..arghh this pain is killing me... but it lead me to pleasure time in the future.. anybody who dindnt agree please raise your hand!!! hehehe

back to the future..

previously before ive been sent to KMS,i was sent to SBPI Rawang..it was in year 2004.. i came there with a mind of a baby..unrealise that my responsibility is bigger than i thought..

come to school isnt about study only...it about finding network,or friends as we are preparing ourselves to the real world.. students today are not really exposed to the real challenge of the world.. maybe a little bit..but what ive seen,generally,youngsters love to enjoy so much..sure we can enjoy and have fun..but at the right time in the right way...

what do you think about these youngsters who take alcoholics,or drugs,syabu,ecstacy etc..maybe among us,we dont see things like this..because we are educated,and know the bad effect of taking those evil thing..because we only search for friends that have the same interest,mind state,attitude and the list goes on..the problem is,until when we will let this youngsters lost their way?deflected from the right path to success?..we need to bring them with us..tell them what they are meant for in this world..

there also a problem where,educated students who also taking the evil thing..that lead us to destruction in a several more years when this kind of human take the lead in the comunities..this country and it citizens finally end up dead tragically..

hence,let us fill our knowledge about the good and evil...how? the answer in our religion..the only knowledge that people today give lack of concerns..let us think and assess ourselves..

begin with a single step forward..

Bismillah...in the name of Allah...

for the first time i let people look into my opinion...actually i already have my own blog in friendster but i just created it for fun without any particular purpose because i thougt that no one or very few people might read it..but i guess for this 2nd blog i'll let it be something that worth to read..

What's the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately,
I feel like I don't give a shit.

What's the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to break.
It's all just a waste of time in the end.
Don't care, so why should I even pretend?

Nothing's new, everything's the same.
It keeps on dragging me down, it's getting kind of lame.
I'm falling further behind, there's nothing to explain.
No matter what you say nothing's gonna change my mind.

Can't depend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I can't pretend.
It's fine to be mislead.
It's not the same but who's to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations don't know how to take them.
Inspiration's getting hard to fake it.
Concentration's never hard to break it..